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  J. G. PASSARELLA

  a novel

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  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or locales or persons living or dead is entirely coincidental.

  POCKET BOOKS, a division of Simon & Schuster Inc. 1230 Avenue of the Americas, New York, NY

  Copyright © 1999 by Joe Gangemi & John Passarella

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  ISBN: 0-671-02480—

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  Printed in U.S.A.

  For

  Andrea, for her faith, love, and understanding and

  Dave Hodgson, longtime friend and fellow Fangorean

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  In Los Angeles: Janet Yang, Lisa Henson, Naomi Despres, and Mark Levine, of Manifest Films; Amy Pascal and Michael Costigan, of Columbia Pictures; David Golden and Joel McKuin; and everyone at United Talent Agency.

  In New York: Emily Bestler, Jason Kaufman, and Naomi Nista at Pocket Books; and Gail Hochman, of Brandt & Brandt.

  Thanks also to Carol Gangemi, Mike Werkheiser, Greg Schauer, and Andrea Passarella for reading a (very) early draft of the novel. And for helping Wither graduate from high school, a special thanks to Steven Katz.

  As long as children continue to believe in witches … they need to be told stories in which children, being ingenious, rid themselves of these persecuting figures of their imagination.

  —Bruno Bettelheim, The Uses of Enchantment

  It is commonly said that sleep is disturbed by dreams; strangely enough, we are led to a contrary view and must regard dreams as the guardians of sleep.

  —Sigmund Freud, On Dreams

  BOOK ONE

  * * *

  “AWAKENINGS”

  September

  From DesPres Guide to

  U.S. Colleges, 1999 edition:

  Danfield College

  Windale, Massachusetts

  Number of Students: 3,128 Tuition: $10,645

  Admissions: Selective R&B,fees: $5,I2O

  Situated in a quiet community forty minutes outside of Boston, Danfield College offers students an affordable alternative to Bean-town’s pricier institutions of higher learning. The surrounding village of Windale was once a thriving textile center for the region, and many of its dilapidated old mills still stand as testament to an industry that long ago abandoned the frigid New England weather for sunnier climes. But if you’re partial to thermal underwear, and you’ve got a taste for living history, Danfield may be the perfect place for you. The town prides itself on being one of the oldest in the country (the community was established by Puritans in 1684) and, like neighboring Salem, has built a small but thriving tourist trade around one of its darker chapters of history: the witch hysteria that swept New England in the late seventeenth century. Today, Windale celebrates its brief “witch fever”of three centuries ago with everything from street names (“Witch Hill,” “Familiar Way”) to the emblems on police patrol cars (a shield with a broomstick-riding witch in profile). This modern-day “witch fever” culminates each October, when the town holds a “King Frost” festival and parade on Halloween night.

  CHAPTER ONE

  * * *

  The house was growing. Eight-year-old Abby MacNeil heard it at night—the low groan of the walls, the floorboards creaking, the radiator pipes letting out long and shuddering sighs. Abby would lie still in the dark and listen as the old house complained about its aching wooden bones. It was their first house—she and her father had lived in apartments ever since her mother left, and before that, a trailer—and so she accepted its growing pains as something old houses did in the night.

  When they’d first moved to this house a month ago, in the dead of summer, her father had argued that this third-floor room would be too hot for a bedroom. And, in fact, it was stifling up here, where the heat seemed to thicken the airless shadow beneath the slanted ceilings. But Abby still loved it. The room was round like a fairytale tower, with a pointed cap roof of green shingles. From its high windows Abby could see the backyard and the weedy fields beyond, and farther still, the woods, cool and green and inviting. At night sometimes, with the window open, they seemed to whisper to her, as if there were children there at play just out of sight behind the trees. Calling to her, an invitation to come and play….

  She’d listen to them, and the sound of the house’s long sighs as it settled in for the night, and then she’d fall asleep…

  …And wake in darkness. Tonight. Around her, the house had grown still, and was silent. Her eyes searched the surrounding black, and she felt a tickle of panic. She was alone, and awake. In the dark.

  She reached out to turn on the bedside lamp, gave its tiny chain a tug. Click-click. Nothing. She felt for the lightbulb and was surprised when her fingers felt something soft instead: small, feathered, dead. Like a stuffed bird stuck in the fixture. She pulled her hand away with a tiny gasp. smelled her fingers. Moldy, like decaying leaves.

  Now her eyes were beginning to adapt to the deep darkness. What she saw made her frown with its unfamiliarity. The room was bigger than she remembered from just hours ago, when her father had switched off the light.

  In the textured darkness, she saw the walls as supple, like skin. Curious now, wanting to touch it, Abby swung her legs out from under the covers. Stood, feeling the natty weave of the rug beneath her bare feet. Began venturing out into the dark, groping ahead of her. Touched the wall—and recoiled.

  The wall had flinched. She jerked her hand away, as if stung. But more curious now than afraid, she approached again, lay her palm against the wallpaper, more gently now, as if it were a nervous animal. Moved her hand slowly over the wall, soothing it.

  She felt its pulse. Deep, slow…confused it with her own. She was almost certain now the house was breathing…

  … and that she was dreaming. She understood that dreaming was sometimes just as vivid as the things she did in daylight. But she had yet to develop the adult reflex to pull away from a dream, to deny what was happening so sharply that she woke herself up. So Abby accepted the dream, and decided to explore it.

  She groped along the floor, venturing farther from the bed. Some of the things she found in the dark were familiar, her grandmother’s rocker, the glass doorknob on the closet (it looked like a big diamond), her rolltop desk. But there were other things here as well, things long since lost. A doll with a hard plastic head, a favorite toy when she was three. (She could feel its bristly eyelashes on its open eyes.) A wooden duck that paddled after her when she tugged its leash. She hadn’t seen that since she was a toddler.

  She left these curiosities and continued to explore the growing dimensions of her room. She followed the round walls with trailing fingers, discovered the variations in its texture, sometimes smooth and sometimes furred, sometimes rough like bark. She found a chair that wasn’t there in the daylight, its cottony insides bursting through a rip in the fabric. She found a bookcase, and pulled down one of its heavy volumes. She opened the book and tried to feel the words with her fingertips, like a blind person. She explored farther, realizing now with a glimmer of uneasiness that she had ventured very far from the safety of her bed.

  Then she found the staircase.

  It waited, disappearing below in the
darkness. Not the stairs that were outside her room in daylight. These stairs were formed from smooth stones, the grit of dirt between them, cold against her bare feet.

  She sat down on the top step and deliberated exploring farther. Already this dream had lingered much longer than the others. Already she’d ventured too far from the bed she knew. Could she find her way back now if she descended these stairs?

  She would try. She stood, and took one exploratory step down. That wasn’t so bad. She took three more, feeling braver now. She descended each step carefully, pausing before the next. She could feel the cool, open space waiting below for her. Cool like a basement. It smelled like a basement, too, cool and dank, though there were none of the chemical smells—of paint cans and rusting tools—found in her own basement.

  How many steps had she gone down? She’d lost count. Finally she put her foot out for the next step and found there were no more. She’d arrived at the bottom. The floor here was earthen, gritty and hard beneath her bare feet. The darkness seemed deeper here, too. She couldn’t see the room ahead, but she could smell its vivid contents, a dizzying potpourri of scents … dried flowers, raisins, dead leaves, and stagnant water. Then beyond these scents, others: candle wax, animal fur, ashes. She was disoriented, and with the disorientation came fear. She retreated a step toward the security of the stairs but couldn’t find them now behind her. Like a stage set that was moved while the audience was distracted.

  She fumbled, groping for the missing stairs. Couldn’t find them. And became even more disoriented.

  Her fingers fluttered in the open air, trying to find something firm, an edge or corner. Some reliable surface to lead her back home…

  Nothing. More open space.

  And then suddenly, something: her fingers found cloth, worn cotton or lace, folded and creased. Was it a curtain? A fringe of tablecloth. She clung to it, not quite solid but still reassuring against this absolute dark. There was so much fabric, and beneath it something more solid, stuffing or soft wood. She explored its shape with her hands, recognizing carved wooden feet and arms. A chair. She felt a little better. She could curl up in this chair and wait for morning. Wait for her father to find her. She tried to climb up into the seat…

  She reached up to feel the back of the chair and was surprised when her hands felt something rough, not the smooth cushion she’d expected. Rough and weathered, like leather… A face.

  Someone was sitting in the chair.

  Before Abby could snatch her hand away from that face the mouth opened suddenly and her fingers were sucked in.

  Abby sat bolt upright in her bed, screaming. She shivered, gasping for breath.

  The door to her bedroom opened, and with it came light from the hallway. Her father was there, profiled in the hallway light. Groggy and mad. “What’s going on in here?”

  He came in, sat on the edge of her bed. Yawning, taking her into his arms. “All right now, you’re okay,” her father said. “Musta had a bad dream. I told you not to eat chips before bed.”

  Abby clutched him tighter. Already now the dream was fading, her room was small and round again. She stared beyond him, trying to wipe the sticky saliva from her devoured fingers on his undershirt.

  Hours later, she was too deeply asleep to hear the thump overhead as something heavy came down from the sky and landed hard on her little pointed roof. She was too deep into blissfully dreamless sleep to hear the chittering across the green shingles overhead as the thing that had invaded her dreams paid a midnight visit. The roof beams creaked beneath its weight, then were silent as her visitor leaned over the edge of its new perch, claws curled over the rusting gutter, and looked in.

  The shrill buzzing of the alarm clock sounded like a fly exploring Wendy’s ear. She swatted at it, missed the snooze but managed to sweep most of the contents of the bedside table onto the floor. She flopped over, yawning. Gave her senses time to wake at their own pace. Sight first: white ceiling, obnoxiously chipper sunlight. Then smell: this morning’s coffee, yesterday’s incense.

  With a long sigh, she struggled out of bed and surveyed the chaos that had been her room for the last three years. Her mother had left it alone for once. Everything scattered where shed left it: clothes, charm bottles, crystals, books, jewelry. Wait—not everything. Her pentagram. Must’ve flipped itself upside down during the night. Now it hung on the wall with two points up, the symbol of the goat. Bad mojo. She spun it on its nail, transforming Goat into Man. The symbol of white magic.

  Her parents accused her of being disorganized, but Wendy (who was taking an intro. psychology course this semester) countered that she was simply a right-brain organizer. That argument didn’t discourage her mother from her midnight Clean and Organize missions. Yet another problem with living at home instead of in a dorm. But paying for room and board at a dorm a quarter mile away from home was even tougher to justify to her parents than her sloppiness. Especially when your dad was president of the college, and you lived in the president’s mansion. The college waived her tuition, but not dorm housing costs, and her father made it plain that if she wanted a dorm room, she would be footing the bill.

  She dragged herself onto her exercise bike and began pedaling mechanically. Gotta establish the rhythm: eyes closed, upper body swaying. Exercising was brutal this morning, especially after another restless night of weird dreams. The odometer stood at 1,249 miles. She’d thumbtacked a U.S. map to her wall, marked how far she’d managed to pedal—in spirit at least—away from here, this quaint little freckle on the backside of Massachusetts. Today’s aerobic session should bring her to the outskirts of Jacksonville, Florida. She closed her eyes and tried to imagine herself there. Gators. Sunshine. Anywhere but here…

  A half hour later and a few hundred calories lighter, she made the long trek to the shower. She reemerged ten minutes later, swaddled in a Big Thirsty towel. She hopscotched her way across the book-littered floor, being careful not to stub her toe on the Western canon. School stuff—a psych text ($68.50), a weather-beaten English lit reader (a compulsory course for freshman). Then the scattered syllabus of her own independent course of study: classics of numerology, pyramid power, astrology. Titles like: Witchcraft through the Ages. Wicca. Gaia’s Grace. Trance Channeling Understood. The most recent purchased with an employee discount at the New Age shop downtown where she worked. She spent most of her paycheck before she’d even walked out the door.

  She kicked these few titles out of the way, searching for today’s wardrobe. Color coordination wasn’t an issue: practically everything she owned was some shade of black. She found a relatively unwrinkled blouse, her I-feel-frumpy-today jeans, black sandals. She dressed quickly, lingering only when it came to accessories.

  She settled on old favorites: a crystal pendant, silver bangles, a black onyx ring. She deliberated when it came to earrings. Lately she’d even been considering letting the holes in her earlobes close. She’d taken out her nose ring for good her junior year of high school, when she realized even the class valedictorian had one. The navel ring had been a complete waste of time and pain since she was way too embarrassed to ever flaunt a bare abdomen in public. That left her pierced ears as the only remaining bit of sentimental body mutilation left…wouldn’t it be a radical move to let them heal! But she was waffling and decided to let the issue go another day. In went the dangly silver crescent moons. At least piercings could close up if you got sick of them. The tattoo of a quarter moon and three five-pointed stars above her right ankle was something she’d need a goggled technician and a laser to get rid of someday.

  She threw her books into her backpack and sprinted out. Downstairs, the folks were finishing breakfast. She gave her dad a quick peck on the bald top of his head.

  Wendy reached around to straighten his tie. “Why the three-button blazer today, pater? Bankers?”

  As president of Danfield College, her father’s days were spent raising funds for the school’s endowment. Either locally, or in Boston, Cambridge, and the technolo
gy-heavy Route 128 corridor.

  “Biotechnology. Someplace in Cambridge.”

  Wendy stole a sip of his coffee, a bite of his toast (black; dry). She said, “Nice, Dad. Soliciting funds from bioterrorists.”

  Her mother appeared with a glass of OJ for her. “Actually, dear, they make skin.”

  “Skin?”

  Her father lowered his newspaper. “Synthetic skin. For grafts, burn victims, that sort of thing.”

  “Didn’t realize there was big money to be made in skin,” Wendy said. But there must be, if her father was traveling all the way to Cambridge to meet with the skin-mongers.

  As she dashed toward the door, her mother caught her sleeve. “What about breakfast?”

  “Late for class.”

  “Eat something anyway.” Of course her mom had already been up since dawn, assembling the impeccable ensemble she now wore: silk blouse, cream-colored skirt, a single strand of freshwater pearls. Accented by an hour’s worth of cosmetics. Classy. Would you buy a house from this woman? Her mother certainly hoped so.

  Wendy scooped a handful of Raisin Gravel into her mouth, chased it with a gulp of juice and turned to go. Her mother followed her out to the foyer.

  “Honey, I need to talk to you for a second.” Using her Quiet Voice. Something urgent, to be kept secret from her father.

  “What’s up?”

  Her mother hesitated, unsure how to begin. “I know classes are casual, sweetheart, but couldn’t you find something a little less… wrinkled?”

  Wendy rolled her eyes. “C’mon, Carol, I don’t have time for this.”

  “Wendy.” Sharper now. Not just nagging. “I know you want to just pretend that you’re…the same as every other freshman. But you’re not. You’re the president’s daughter. Believe it or not, that makes a difference.”